Saturday, October 27, 2007


I saw this video clip on my frenz blog a few days ago and i simply love it.
He is Yiruma.

Kiss the rain

my fren said 'kiss the rain' is the best song for Yiruma but i think this 'river flows in you' is also a very very good song. I'd give same mark for both song--8.5/10.

River flows in you

Tuesday, October 16, 2007


this blog is discussing about the private medical college and the quality of doctors in malaysia (especially those from private college and overseas) recently. have a look:

Sunday, October 14, 2007


“There is no return way in medicine because the patient might die due to your inobservance. 99% is an excellent result for other courses, but in medicine, patient might die because of the 1% of knowledge that is not equipped by you as his doctor.”
This is a phrase that I saw on a forum posted by a medical student yesterday night. It impacts me a lot. Although I knew that medicine is not a subject that can be satisfied with just a pass, but as time goes on, I tend to forget how serious it could be for me as a doctor-to-be who is going to treat patients with various diseases.
D (which is the lowest grade for pass) is the lowest limit given to me by myself for every formative assessment and exam. However, I never thought that what would happen to my patient if I am just a D grade doctor. The patient might lose their life or might have a lot of complications and it is all because I as their doctor do not have the knowledge which is needed to save them.
Just like what my lecturer said: “There is nothing which is not important in pathology.” Maybe we can also say that: “There is nothing which is not important in medicine.” I don’t think it is correct for us to study more on this disease and leave that disease aside; it is because every minor thing is very important to patient, they might die because of the thing that you thought it is not important.

I don’t want to be a D grade doctor. Never.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

bunkai unsu

one word: superb!

Friday, October 12, 2007

can i??

Finally, the exam is over and the result was released. I passed, but with a kinda awkward grade. (Why must Dean announce the mark? Couldn’t he just tell us our grade? Zzzz…) I know that I’ll blame myself for not studying hard enough and tell myself that I MUST study hard for next semester again and again and again after I got my result, but it appears to be useless. Few weeks’ later, when new semester starts, when more and more temptations come in, when my will power is not that strong anymore, when I start to slack off, everything will go back to normal again. (which is slacking, slacking and slacking.) I do not deny that I am not a person with high self-discipline, so can anyone please teach me or give me some advice on how to discipline myself?? This exam really frightened me, I thought that I am going to fail and lose my PTPTN for this semester. I don’t want the same thing to happen on me again when I am preparing for my first professional exam part 2. I want to be confident when I step into the exam hall.

Can I? answer: yes, I can.

Thursday, October 4, 2007


I moved my English blog here from friendster because I don’t wish too many people to see how broken is my English. So please be happy if you are one of them who know this place because I am willing to let u know how poor is my English…wahahahahaha!